What I’m Reading: Ella’s War

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Ella’s War by Rusty Allen (Rating 5) – A Battle of the Heart. Rusty Allen’s unique perspective in Ella’s War sets it apart from other World War Two novels. The story unfolds on the home front, not the battlefield, and a German soldier is a gentle helpmeet, not a feared enemy. In Allen’s sensitive narrative, passion wrestles with patriotism while love confronts loyalty. Like the best historical fiction, harsh facts are softened with tender moments. The tale alternates among four memorable characters. Ella, mother of a young son, struggles to manage the Delaware farm she inherited following her parents’ sudden death. Lee, her common-law husband and the boy’s father, chafes at being tied down but steps up to tend the farm. Reese, their resourceful child, vows to prove his manhood when his father impetuously overrides his Army deferment to enlist. And Dieter, the industrious first mate of a captured U-boat, strives to make amends for his countrymen’s inhumanity. With evocative metaphor, cinematic detail, and absorbing drama, Allen builds toward the book’s moral dilemma. Dieter, a prisoner of war, is assigned to work on the farm. Ella, initially wary, falls in love with him. Then Lee, changed by the wounds of war, comes home, ready to “do right” by Ella, their son, and the farm. Ella is wrenched by the choice she must make. Readers will be torn too. In addition to the main story line, Allen takes readers down lesser known channels of that era, such as the in-fighting between POWs who are hard-line Nazis versus those who don’t share their rabid antisemitism. He also illuminates the wartime challenges of running a farm, racial prejudice, belittling of women, and coming-of-age battles between boys trying to prove who is tougher. As a historical novelist myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I can affirm Allen’s deftness at balancing fact and fiction to simultaneously inform and maintain the narrative’s momentum. The book will engage your mind, rouse your spirit, and shake your emotions. In a conflict without good guys and bad guys, Ella’s War is ultimately a battle of the heart.

A unique perspective on WWII from the home front

Why writers read: “Reading is an exercise in empathy; an exercise in walking in someone else’s shoes for a while.” – Malorie Blackman

What I’m Reading: Hello Beautiful by Ann Napolitano

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Hello Beautiful by Ann Napolitano (Rating 5) – A Winning Four-Point Shot. Hello Beautiful by Ann Napolitano begins and ends with William Waters, an emotionally blocked basketball player, but the book revolves around the four Padavano sisters, whose family he joins through marriage. The women compare themselves to the March girls in Little Women; they vie for the plum roles and sidestep that of the doomed Beth. One of the many skills in Napolitano’s writing is making readers wonder if, when, and who a Beth equivalent will emerge. The narrative is told from multiple points of view, primarily those of William and the two older sisters (Julia and Sylvia), with later chapters also featuring William and Julia’s daughter Alice. The characters are intricately and distinctively drawn, as is the family solidarity that is greater than the sum of their parts. As a writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I admire Napolitano’s talent for allowing readers to see events and the choices they make from multiple perspectives, without passing judgment. She renders a panoply of emotions: joy and grief, emptiness and fulfillment, courage and fear, desire and deadness. The novel shines with love. This capacious book houses a large family with room for more members, readers included.

A book that affirms the life-giving power of love

Why writers read: “A key part of writing is to read good writing, to see how others have done it.” – Carl Phillips

What I’m Reading: Hope for the Worst by Kate Brandt

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Hope for the Worst by Kate Brandt (Rating 5) – A Courageous Search for the Meaning of Being. Ellie Adkins, the young protagonist of Hope for the Worst by Kate Brandt, is a seeker whose life has fallen apart. She grieves over a parental divorce for which she feels responsible, is abandoned by a noncommittal boyfriend, is fired for being “insufficiently committed,” laments her inadequacy as a friend, and most injurious, is cast aside by her much older Buddhist teacher and lover, Calvin. In short, Ellie is a mess. Is her suffering an opportunity, as her guru propounds, or justification for hopelessness? Unable to move forward, Ellie further endangers herself by trekking to Tibet to retrieve an artifact the guru covets to prove her worthiness. Yet the more she tries to liberate herself from her demons, she more she succumbs to their debilitating power. In notebooks and letters, Ellie vents her tangled emotions, enmeshing readers in the escalating turmoil. Will she find the love she seeks? Will she even survive? As a novelist myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I admire Brandt’s uncanny ability to channel her character’s obsessive rage and despair. On the surface, Ellie’s life is empty. But her inner life is a huge bundle of astute observations and inventive actions. Brandt’s vivid writing allows readers to accompany Ellie on her courageous search for the meaning of being.

Should we succumb to or surpass our suffering?

Why writers read: “Writing comes from reading, and reading is the finest teacher of how to write.” – Annie Proulx

What I’m Reading: Bewilderment by Richard Powers

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Bewilderment by Richard Powers (Rating 4) – A Wild Ride Through Earth and Cosmos. Bewilderment by Richard Powers is a novel about loss — the loss of a parent, the feared loss of a child, the loss of earth’s ecosystem, the loss of an opportunity to explore distant realms. The title connotes confusion but is also an old term for returning to the wild. Grieving the death of his wife, an astrophysicist and father of a nine-year-old boy with over-diagnosed mental health problems tries to save his gifted but sensitive son without resorting to chemical treatments. Together they explore the wilds of nature, and the imagined wilds of far-off planets where life assumes many different forms. Powers poses parallel heartbreaking questions: Can a father avert the loss of his beloved child? Can humanity avert the loss of our earth? Mistakes are made. Some involve a brain-altering technology that Powers invents, not always convincingly. Others, wholly believable, evoke a parent’s desperate attempts to keep his unique but fragile child. As a fiction writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), one who prizes character development, I especially admire the authenticity of the father’s roller coaster emotions. Readers too are in for a wild and be-wildered ride through earth and cosmos.

An imaginative yet down-to-earth novel

Why writers read: “To read is to voyage through time.” – Carl Sagan

What I’m Reading: I’m Never Fine

My Amazon and Goodreads reviews of I’m Never Fine: Scenes and Spasms on Loss by Joseph Lezza (Rating 5) – Tribute and Tirade. Joseph Lezza’s I’m Never Fine: Scenes and Spasms on Loss is a moving tribute to his late father, whose death from pancreatic cancer left his son bereft. It is also a tirade against the unjust and untimely death of a generous man on the cusp of finally enjoying the fruits of a hard-working life. Lezza struggles with his identity as a gay man, raised by devout parents in a Catholic Church that condemned who and what he was. An only child, the beneficiary of his parents’ unstinting love, Lezza was filled with guilt and remorse for having disappointed them. Reading about his journey from self-abasement to self-acceptance is painful, but ultimately redeeming. As a writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I was impressed by Lezza’s agility with language. His lesson on the meaning of “fine” (adjective, verb, and noun), rooted in the Latin “finis” or end, is a masterful discourse on its ambiguity; it can describe a state ranging from superb to barely tolerable, from being done with grief to utterly and finally dead to the world, like his father. Likewise, Lezza’s description of his reawakening is simultaneously surreal and wholly authentic. As an end-of-life doula, I value his unsparing description of dying, a process that can literally and figuratively strip away our humanity — unless we transform it. Lezza and his mother, backed by family, friends, and hospice, never let the ravages of cancer deprive a brave man of the dignity and adoration he deserves. Lezza’s ferocious yet funny memoir restores justice to his father and rewards his own talents as a writer.

Surviving a tidal wave of grief
Why writers read: “To find words for what we already know.” – Alberto Manguel

What I’m Reading: We All Want Impossible Things

My Goodreads and Amazon review of We All Want Impossible Things by Catherine Newman (Rating 5) – A Gift to Dying. We All Want Impossible Things by Catherine Newman is the story of the lifelong friendship between two women, Ash and Edi, the latter now in hospice. As Edi moves towards death, Ash surrounds her with love and assembles a community of other family members, friends, and hospice workers to accompany her on this journey. The finality is painful, but the long days and dwindling hours are also filled with humor and outright joy for life’s gifts. Newman’s novel is a gift to dying. While aspects of the tale are somewhat idealized — the women’s friendship, their respective families, and the residential hospice facility itself — the bodily humiliation and emotional grief of death are portrayed with honesty. As a fiction writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I’m impressed by the authenticity of Newman’s characters, especially the self-absorbed but self-aware Ash. As a certified end-of-life doula, I appreciate the realistic depiction of dying. It’s messy and draining, but also a time to tie up loose ends and magnify love. Edi is faced and graced with it all. Don’t we all deserve the “good death” that Newman portrays?

Until death do friends part
Why writers read: “Readers live a thousand lives before they die. Those who never read live only one.” – George R.R. Martin

What I’m Reading: Black Licorice

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Black Licorice by Elaina Battista-Parsons (Rating 5) – The Soundtrack of Friendship. Tune into Black Licorice by Elaina Battista-Parsons and listen to Freddi, whose flute-playing talents are prodigious. She also excels as the creator of the Black Licorice blog. Alas, Freddi’s skills at friendship are zilch. She’s made one friend at ARTS high school — Court, a viola prodigy — but her confidence is shaken when he disappears without reason or further contact. Freddi is at a loss to figure out what she did to drive him away. Reeling from that broken friendship, and sent to an ordinary high school as “punishment” for an angry outburst, Freddi stumbles onto the treacherous path of a potential new relationship. Her parents and peers warn her that this new friend, Lorna, is not suitable given her own (unspecified) “bad girl” behavior. Freddi pursues the friendship anyway, but every (mis)step threatens to sabotage her progress. The book is aimed at a YA audience, but even readers and writers of adult fiction, including myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), will admire Battista-Parsons’s ability to get inside the head of her adolescent protagonist and explore the complexities of friendship at any age with empathy, insight, and humor. Freddi keeps getting knocked down but readers root for her to get up, pick up her flute, and play on.

A teenager finds friendship and discovers herself
Why writers read: “Reading brings us unknown friends.” – Honoré de Balzac

What I’m Reading: Better to Have Gone

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Better to Have Gone: Love, Death, and the Quest for Utopia in Auroville by Akash Kapur (Rating 5) – (Un)Holiness and (Dis)Harmony. Better to Have Gone by Akash Kapur is a biography of both a family and a community, Auroville, where the author and his wife grew up. The memoir is at once sympathetic to the visionaries who flocked to build this utopia in 1968, the heyday of intentional communities, and a heartbreaking critique of how idealism can succumb to fanaticism. The sprawling landscape of Auroville, in southern India, was conceived as a “reverse Tower of Babel,” where people from different corners of the world, speaking a multitude of languages, would live together in “concord and harmony.” Their shared tongue would be the yoga of Sri Aurobindo, the commune’s namesake, and the teachings of his anointed disciple, called “The Mother.” Initially, this utopia did not fare any better than the biblical edifice whose demise it proposed to reverse. While Auroville survived, it endured years of chaos, riven my factions that proved tragic for many well-intentioned people. Among them were the parents of the author’s wife, whose deaths Kapur sets out to investigate. It is noteworthy that he and his wife, attracted to modern-day ideals of escaping the American rat race, decided to move back to Auroville with their own children in 2004. While some members of the deceased families are eager to assign blame, Kapur is more motivated by a desire to explain and understand. We hear from people who could rightly be demonized but also from those who tried their best to help, and those who didn’t want to take sides but were nevertheless caught up in the hostilities. A writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I appreciate Kapur’s urge to humanize behavior that readers would otherwise be quick to condemn. As a cautionary tale, Better to Have Gone recognizes the inevitable destructiveness of human nature — in the way that many Bible stories can be read. But it also acknowledges the triumph of faith, a belief that this time, in this (other) way, we can aspire to do better and achieve a higher harmony.

A memoir of faith and failure
Why writers read: “Reading is an exercise in empathy; an exercise in walking in someone else’s shoes for a while.” – Malorie Blackman

What I’m Reading: Mercury Pictures Presents

My Goodreads and Amazon review of Mercury Pictures Presents by Anthony Marra (Rating 3) – Unpopped. Anthony Marra’s Mercury Pictures Presents is a witty novel about Hollywood pre- to post-WW2. The book stars Artie Feldman, the vulgar middle-aged Jewish owner of once-thriving studio that teetered when talkies displaced silent films, and Maria Lagana, a wise-cracking Italian immigrant who worked her way up to become his chief assistant. In a strong off-screen supporting role is Maria’s father, an anti-fascist lawyer confined by Mussolini. The studio is under investigation by congressional isolationists who suspect its films are propagandizing in favor of the U.S. entering the war. Then Pearl Harbor happens and the reels are rewound in the studio’s favor. Mercury Pictures Presents is a book best read slowly to savor each guffaw-worthy quip. Marra has also done his research and serves up a lively picture of Hollywood in the 1930s and 40s. As a writer of historical fiction myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I admired Marra’s immersion in the industry’s Golden Age. However, while his characters are too original to be stereotypes, they often lack depth. Some extras and scenes exist solely to show off his esoteric knowledge and special effects arsenal. Those entertained by blockbusters may relish his verbal pyrotechnics, but those who prize character over caricature will find Marra’s novel as unsatisfying as the unpopped kernels at the bottom of the concession stand popcorn box.

As hard to bite into as unpopped kernels
Why writers read: “Books serve to show a man that those original thoughts of his aren’t very new after all.” – Abraham Lincoln

What I’m Reading: The Girl Who Taught Herself to Fly

My Goodreads and Amazon review of The Girl Who Taught Herself to Fly by Kwan Kew Lai (Rating 5) – Not Her Mother’s Life. Kwan Kew Lai’s memoir, The Girl Who Taught Herself to Fly, is a soaring account of her flight from childhood poverty in Malaysia to college and medical school in America, a prelude to her subsequent work as a physician and global medical human rights activist. Amenities most people take for granted — one’s own bed, new socks, sweets — were to Lai pleasures reserved for royalty. Yet she doesn’t indulge in self-pity for the hardships she suffered, or her father’s dismissal of daughters being as worthless as “spilled rice.” It’s pointless to waste time feeling sorry for yourself when there is so much to do to escape the fate of her mother and countless women like her, consigned to bearing many children and struggling to feed them. Filled with evocative recollections of her family and country of birth, Lai’s writing propels readers forward much as she spurred herself. She soon realized that education was her ticket out. To her own credit, Lai was smart and hard-working. To the credit of others, a few family members and teachers encouraged her, and Wellesley College took an academic and financial chance on her. While rejecting her mother’s life, and her father’s attitudes, Lai is remarkably nonjudgmental. As a writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page, I appreciate Lai’s ability to bring this compassion for difficult characters to the page. The Girl Who Taught Herself to Fly is a stirring and inspirational tale of what is possible from a grateful and talented author.

A soaring and inspirational memoir
Why writers read: “My alma mater was books, a good library I could spend the rest of my life reading, just satisfying my curiosity.” – Malcolm X