Ann S. Epstein writes novels, short stories, memoir, essays, and poems. Please use the links or site menu to go to the HOME PAGE; learn about her NOVELS, SHORT STORIES, MEMOIR, ESSAYS, and POEMS; find interesting facts in BEHIND THE STORY; read REFLECTIONS on writing; check NEWS for updates on publications and related events; see REVIEWS; learn about her END-OF-LIFE DOULA credentials and services; and CONTACT US to send webmail.
“‘Mucha’s got in for everyone.’ Tazia shuddered. Denton frowned. ‘Harder for a dark man. People like that foreman are scared of us.’” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
My safety mantra for writers and readers during the COVID-19 pandemic is Embrace Words, Not Worlds. Words are clear yet enigmatic, purposeful yet versatile. They heal and irritate, inspire and frustrate, prevent and push, encircle and divide, and divert and focus us. We bend words to our needs and desires; words mold us to their design and will. Please harness the power of words to care for yourself and others during these precarious times. For more of my literary thoughts, see REFLECTIONS.
“The children stare. Tazia wonders if this is the first time a white person has been in their home.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
“The faces on the street changed from white to black, and multistory brick buildings gave way to squat wooden structures: salvaged barn boards, tin, and tar paper, with newspaper stuffed into the chinks.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
“‘Mirlee Bee,’ Lula Mae says, ‘all the washing in the world ain’t gonna turn your skin white. Besides, it’s fine as it is.’” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
“One man brandishes a log wrapped in kerosene-soaked rags. He pulls a box of matches from his pocket. ‘Turn those nigger ladies and kids outta there or I’ll set your house afire,’ he says with a woozy grin.” A quote from the historical novel Tazia and Gemma. After the 1911 Triangle Shirtwaist fire in New York City, an unwed immigrant and her young daughter flee west in search of freedom and encounter racism in Kansas in the early 1900s. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
My story “Sophie’s Confession” has just been published in Ramblr, Issue #3. Here’s the log line: “Sophie Tucker, The Last of the Red Hot Mamas, makes a surprising admission on her death bed and leaves the public to ponder its response to discovering the truth behind an illusion.” Copies of the nonprofit Ramblr PDF are available for a nominal contribution. Enjoy the stories, poems, interviews, and art from around the world in this issue.
I’m happy to announce that my novel The Great Stork Derby will be published by Vine Leaves Press. The book is due out in October 2021. Here’s a brief synopsis: Inspired by a bizarre chapter in Toronto’s history, The Great Stork Derby asks whether an overbearing father deserves the chance to make amends with his alienated offspring. Widower Emm Benbow, told by his doctor he can no longer live alone, must move in with one of his many children or go to a dreaded old age home. Fifty years earlier, Emm pressured his wife Izora to enter the Toronto Stork Derby, an actual contest which offered a sizable cash award to the woman who had the most babies between 1926 and 1936. They had a large family, but it was hardly the happy one Emm envisioned. Now, living in turn with each of his adult children, Emm discovers that the true value of fatherhood is not measured in big prizes, but in small rewards. Read more about the book in NOVELS.
My Amazon and Goodreads review of Nothing to See Here by Kevin Wilson (Rating 5) – Burning Children as Burning Bush? What will become of ten-year-old twins, their mother dead, unwanted by grandparents, and ignored by a rich and politically powerful father, now remarried, who rejected them years ago? In Kevin Wilson’s Nothing to See Here, the girl and boy are further handicapped by a genetic affliction whereby they spontaneously combust. The fire doesn’t harm them, but incinerates whatever else it touches. Enter twenty-eight-year-old Lillian, a poor but smart layabout, called on by the twins’ stepmother to look after them. Despite the children’s fanciful condition, the novel is a realistic examination of what it means to be a parent. What is the metaphor here? Do the burning twins represent the rage within all children, adults too, for the injustices committed by their parents? This book has no good ones. Parents are absent, indifferent, manipulative, or downright cruel. But that interpretation is too facile. A better analogy of something that burns without being consumed is the Burning Bush in Exodus. Moses alone sees it. A reluctant leader, he is nevertheless asked by God to deliver his People from slavery to the Promised Land. Moses accomplishes the impossible because he has faith. Not blind faith; he is full of doubt, especially self-doubt. Yet Moses stumbles along because God chose him and besides, who else will do it? So it is with Lillian. After a lifetime of messing up, she has no reason to believe she can take care of these damaged children. Yet, Lillian has the passion and guts to try, without deluding herself that she’ll do a perfect job. As a writer myself (see my Amazon author page and Goodreads author page), I was impressed by Wilson’s ability to make the bizarre believable, and the insurmountable attemptable, the very skills that parenthood demands.
As an idolizer of E.L. Doctorow, a fellow graduate of the Bronx High School of Science (albeit 15 years later), and a writer who, like Doctorow, aims to blend fact and fiction until they are indistinguishable, I was delighted and encouraged to read the commencement address he gave to our alma mater’s class of 2011. Among his words, still resonant nearly a decade later: “The human quest for knowledge, for knowing everything there is to know, will always face that expanding circumference of darkness. That is what makes learning such an adventure. You will find that in the world great progress is made in some ways, like curing disease, like inventing robotic devices, going into space, while in other ways, as in our wars, our brutalization of others, our pollution of the natural world, we are faltering. It is possible that our great technical achievements notwithstanding, our moral natures are not keeping up, that we have the brains but not always the hearts to do the right thing. But there is always hope, and there is always the next generation coming along to make things better. We older folks are waiting for you. … If I were a clergyman, I’d cast a blessing. But I’m a writer, so I say: Be brave. Be kind. Take good care of yourself. And carry it on.” Read Doctorow’s entire speech A Master Storyteller’s Advice for Graduates: Be Brave. Be Kind. reprinted in The New York Times. See more quotes from some of my favorite authors in REFLECTIONS.
